ShashaBaby..

::.ADayWithoutMyBaby..=(

2005-06-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

Yup,iWasVeryLonelyWithoutMyBabyWithMeYstdyAndPehapsTodaeToo..
iNeedHerSoMuchMan,HowiWishShe'sHereByMySide.*Sigh.
Baby,iMissYouSoMuchTau,aLotMreThanYou,iSwearItsTrue..

Well,YesterdayIHadaRugbyTournamentAgainstCombinedSchoolsAnd
Pirates,WeWerePlayingUnderNothernKnights,AndDamn,itWasTough,We
hadAGreatCaptainThough,HisNameIsNICK,He'sFromAustralianInternational,
iHadToPlayAnOpen-SideFlanker,ItWasToughRunningArdTheFieldSupporting
AndTacklingGuysOver20YearsOld,BIGGERGUYS..Haha,But,ImStrong(EGO)
AndiManagedToPullThru,OnlyToLeaveWoundAndBruisesInMyBody,Hurt
MyAnkle,ShouldersSprained,BothSides,NoseBruisedAndArmBruised,It
WasABrutalBattle,HowiWishMyBabyWereThereToSeeMePlay,SheWud
SupportMeAndiWudBecomePOPEYE...Baby,YouAreMyStrength,Nxt
TimeYouHveToComeOkay?.=)

IMissMyBabyALot,WeDidntContctEachOthaMuchAndImFeelinSoDownWithout
HearingFromHer,iLoveHeraLot,ALotMreThanAnythingInThisWorld,Much
MoreThanSheDoes,iAssume.;),BabyShuga,iWannaHearUrVoice,iWanaFeel
UrTouch,iWanaKissUrLips,iWantYouForevaInMyLife..
Baby,iNeedToSayang,iNeedYouToHoldMeTight,WhisperingTheseWordsInMy
Ears,"iLoveYou"...AndiWudWhisper"DntLeaveMeBaby,Eva"..IntoUrs.
iWanaBeWithYou,Hereafta..
HowiWishUrHereByMySide..:(.
Baby,iLoveYou,CallMePathetic,ButImAlwaysThnkngOfHerEvryday,24/7
AndImAlwaysMissingHerCoziNeedHerInMyLife,SumtymesiWudDayDreamAnd
FeelSad,SadCozIWudSumtymesCameUpWithTheIdeaThatSheHasSumone
ElseInHerLifeBesidesMe,GuessImOnlyHurtingMySelfCozitsNotTrue,ButYou
JustCntBlameMe,CoziLoveMyBabySoMuchAndiOnlyWantHerINMYLife,Not
LosingHerToAnyone.Baby..iLoveYou,YouAreMyOnlyOneAndHveAlwaysBeen.
iAintWanaBeAwayFromYouCoziCant,No,iCantLive,NotWithoutYouWithMe...

Baby,iLoveYou.IfUrReadingThis,PleaseKnowThatImTrulyMissingYouAnd
iNeedYouInMyLife,AndiHopeToMeetYouCoziWannaBeWithYou.Baby
iLoveYou.TryToKeepInContctWithMeOkaySyg,CoziWudFeelDownIfiDntHear
FromYouSayang,Baby..iLoveYou.

Chez..

::..MyBabyShuga..:::

2005-06-09T19:22:00.000+08:00

ItsBeenALongTimeSinceIPostAnythingInMyBlog,MyInternetWasCutDownAndDamn,
BeingAnO-LevelCandidateSurelyGetsYouMovingNon-Stop,imAlwaysBusyWith
School,*Sigh,TheFasterItEnds,TheBetter,BelieveItOrNot,ImStillGoinToSchoolDuring
ThisJuneHolidae,GuessIveOnly2weeksOffFromTxtbksAndStupidFacesOfTeachers.
Haha,StupidJune...

Well,OthaThanThat,MeAndMySweetieShugaBabyGirlHveBeenTogetherFor
1YearNow(040604)AndWe'veBeenPassionatelyInLoveFor8MthsTodae(091004).
KindaConfusedHuh?,Well,FigureItOutUrself,Basically,WeHveTwoAnniEachYear,
WeAreAOne-Of-a-KindCouple,AndHey,PeopleFromFriendstersEvenImitates
OurNicks,PhotosAndBelieveItOrNot,Testimonials,IMean,LikeUh,Hey,GetReal!
BeOriginal,DntFollowOurSTyleForGodSake's.Heeh.

MyBabyShashaHasBeenTheHappiestThingThatHasEverHappenedINmyLife,
iLoveHerSoMuch,AndShe'sMyOnlyONE,TheONLYONEiLoveInMyLife,iSwear
ThatUponTheHOLY-AL-QORAN'OfGod's.iSwearThatUponMyLife,iLoveMyBaby
aLot,IMissHer,iWanaApologiseToMyBabyGirlForAllTheNonsenseIveSaid
EvrytimeWeQuarell,iJstCntHelpItAndTheseWordsKeepsRunningOutOfMyMouth,
Baby,imSorieIfSometimesIJustShowsThatiDntTrustYouSoMuch,iGezImGuilty
ForNotBeinAbleToTrustYouMaximumly,ButBaby,WeMustHveCommunication
WithEachOtha,iFeelAsThoughWeLackedItTheseDays,IGezIJustHveToWaitTill17June.Heeh,
Baby,imRealiSorryOkay,iLoveYouaLot,JustALot,aLotMreThanYouThatIs.;)
YouAreMyOnlyOneAndiCantLiveWithoutYouAtALL,YouAreMyLife,TheFoodToMySoul,
Baby,YouAreTheReasonForMeToLiveInThISwORLD.
IDntWanaLoseYouSHuga,iLoveYou,iWANtYou,AndINeedYouInMyLife.
iLoveYouSayang,andIveAlwaysBeenBhving,PlsBhveTooSyg,
Heeh,iLoveYou,iCntWaitToKissAndHugYouTmrw,iMizYouSoMuch.
Baby,YouAreMyOnlyOne,AndIShallLoveYouForevaTillTheEndOfTime.
IDntCareWhatHappens,iJustWanaBeWithYouCozYouShallLive
InMyHeartForeva.
iLoveYouSayang.

iLOVEmyBabyALot.
=D.

Chez__

::.MyBaBy.::

2005-03-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

Im..all..about..my..baby,i..Love..her..a..lot.
She's..my..only..one,Well..She's..the..girl..im..reali..in..love
with..for..tha..very..first..time..of..my..life.
Baby..i..love..you.=).
Recently,say..erm,these..few..days,we..kinda..had..lots..of..arguin..
.over..typical..matters..such..as..our..communication..skills,
sensitivity,paranoia..and..wild..thoughts.
It..sucked..alryte,Both..of..us..dosent..favour..da..situation..that..
we..were..in.
But..no..matter..how..heavy..or..light..da..matter..is,we..will
always..find..a..solution..to..overcome..da..problem..and
end..it..as..fast..as..it..started.
Thats..why..we're..made..for..each..other,we've..been..thru
alot,and..when..i..say..alot,i..really..mean..ALOT,
but..in..the..end,we're..still..with..each..other..and
still..loving..one..another..as..much..as..we..always
do.
Baby..Boo,ive..always..loved..you,nvr..did..i..once..hated..you
or..felt..regret..being..with..you,you're..like..the..sunshine..after
the..rain..and..you..are..my..cure..against..my..fear..and..my..pain.
You're..the..gal..i..wanna..spent..with..for..the..rest..of..my..life,
u..guys..might..think..im..crazie..or..im..dreamin..but..fuck..wat..u
guys..think,i..dont..care..what..u..think..coz..im..sure..about..my
feelings..for..her,for..my..baby,for..shasha.
By..god's..will,i..wanna..marry..her,i..wanna..wake..up..evryday
and..see..her..beside..me..sleepin..peacefully..and..smiling
in..her..sleep,i..wanna..stay..awake..evry..night..to..watch..her
in..her..dreamworld..and..thnk..god..for..giving..me..an..angel..as
my..life..companion.
Baby,we'll..go..to..Disneyland..one..day.=)

Shasha,i..love..you,i..cud..say..this..a..thousand..or..even
million..times,but..no..matter..how..many..times..i..say,evry..letter
of..the..word..means..more..than..it..seems.
Like..i..said,ur..love..is..more..than..just..Love..itself,its
undescridable,its..extra-ordinary..and..its..one..of..a..kind.
Baby,u..are..more..than..ordinary,You..are..amazing..and
You..are..special,thats..why..i..love..you..a..lot.
A..lot..more..than..any..otha..soul..in..this..world..who..could..love..you.=)
i..Love..you..Baby,i..really..do.
Muackz!..

Hey,i..Miss..you..sey..=(
hehe..Muackz!!
GdNite..baby.

Chez.

Quotes

2005-03-16T18:05:00.000+08:00

BaBy,This..is..For..You.=)

days

2005-03-16T17:45:00.000+08:00

Its..almost..6pm,i..feel..so..dead..now.
Infact..im..already..feelin..half-dead,
Feelin..a..bit..kinda.."boo"
todae,and..i..dont..even..know..why.

Maybe..i..need..her,i..need..shasha,maybe..she..can
cheer..me..up,maybe..she..can..comfort..me.
I..Love..her..a..lot,i..Love..my..baby..a..lot.
Ive..been..thinkin..about..her..intensively
since..yesterday..night.

Tried..to..call..her..in..da..mornin,but..she..shut
off..her..hp.Just..wanted..to..wish..her..gd..mornin.
*Sigh,i..Miss..her.
i..wish..you..guys..know..how..terribly..im..missin..her..now.

i..aint..have..any..appetite,i..cnt..move..so..much.
i..feel..so..weak,my..head..is..spinnin..inside,feelin
nauseous,food..just..wanna..comes..out..instead..of..goin..in.
Havin..insomnia[SleeplessNights].
Im..desperate,desperate..to..hear..her..voice.

She..called..me..yesterday,i..felt..as..though..it..was
one..of..the..most..happiest..moment..of..my..life.
It..was..very..comfortin..and..beautiful..to..hear..her..voice.
But..it..just..wasnt..enuff,coz..i..still..miss..her.

She's..comin..home..tonite,i..cant..wait..fer..that,i..hope
she..calls..me..as..soon..as..possible.
i..hope..she..hasnt..met..any..new..guys..out..there.
i..hope..im..still..her..only..one.
i..Love..her..a..lot.
its..More..than..a..lot.

i..LOve..shasha,she's..my..baby.
being..with..her..is..the..most..greatest..gift..from..
god..that..any..man..could..eva..receive.
Shashababy,i..love..you..a..lot.
=)

Man,i..miss..her..a..lot.
*Sigh...

Chez.

IfTommorowNeverComes

2005-03-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

Shasha..
Baby,You..are..The..Only..one..in..my..life..eversince..foreva.
i..Love..you..a..lot,Even..more..than..just..words..can..explain..or..said.
My..Love..for..you..cant..be..described..because..its..more..than..just..actions
and..words,Its..beyond..the..two..combination.
Lovin'..you..has..never..let..me..into..thoughts..of..regrets..or..withdrawal,
You..are..very..special..to..me..baby,very..damn..special.
You..are..my..only..light..that..i..seek..in..my..life..of..darkness,you're
the..brightest,da..shiniest..light..ive..eva..comne..across..to,Thats..why..you..are..my
only..one..and..da..only..babygirl..in..my..life,Doubts..do..came..about..sometimes,
it..comes..and..go,but..one..thing..that..is..fer..sure..is..that,you..will..not..have..to..worry
abt..me..cheatin..on..you..or..betraying..your..trust..coz..baby,i..would..not..do..anything
that..would..hurt..you.
i..Love..you..a..lot,and..you..know..it..urself.You..could..see..tha..truth..and
pure..love..that..i..have..for..you..in..my..eyes..evrytime..we..stare,,into..each..otha.
You..could..feel..da..love..anbd..commitment..that..i..have..for..you..when..our..lips..met,
and..you..could..see..da..passion..of..love..i..have..for..you..when..we..touch.
Baby..boo,i..love..you..a..lot,and..i..miss..you..a..lot..too.
You're..like..an..angel..dropped..above..so..high..by..god..with..only..one..mission
in..life,that..is..to..be..loved..by..a..Monsta(me)..hehe
Thats..why..im..popomoNsTa.
i..Love..you..Baby,Its..been..9..mths..now,i..guess..im..turnin..into..a..prince
charming,HAHA!.
i..wouldnt..be..suprise..thou..because..its..you..who..made..me..a..prince,a..romantic
prince.
i..Love..you..Baby.
i..Miss..you..Too.
Muackz.GdNye..=)

Chez.

DaysWithoutYOU..

2005-03-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

Whats..Life..Without..My..Baby.
Ive..Been..Goin..On..and..On..for..days..without
her..by..my..side,I..dont..even..know..wether..she's
Fine,What..she..has..been..doing..and..wether..shes..missing..me..as
much..as..i..miss..her.*Sigh,She..is..in..KL,and..im..rite..here
missin'..her..so..much..that..it..hurts,im..here..without..her..by..my..side
but..she..is..always..in..my..lonely..mind,ive..been..thinking..abt..her..everyday,
even..now.Wheres..my..baby?,i..want..her..so..bad,Why..am..i..not..hearing..anything
from..her?,Baby,Pls..do..send..me..any..msg..to..tell..me..how..u..are..and
wether..you..miss..me..so..badly..just..like..i..do..now,coz..baby,im..feelin..very
Lonely..without..you.=(
Evry..nite..when..i..close..my..eyes,i..would..see..that..you're..a..part..of..me
and..its..ur..soul..that..comforts..me..and..motivates..me..in..most..of..the..things
associated..with..life.
i..never..knew..what..it..was..like..to..be..alone,coz..u..were..always..there..for..me,
but..know..when..i..come..home,its..not..the..same..though,it..feels..empty..and..alone,
i..cnt..believe..ur..gone.=(.
All..i..can..wish..for..now..is..for..ur..safe..return..home..and..be..in..my..arms
again.Im..realli..lost..without..you.
Reali.,i..want..you..baby,Pls..pls..
come..home..soon,You..have..no..idea..how..much..i..miss..you..and..how..sad..and
dull..i..am..feeling..now.
i..Miss..you..a..lot.
Dear..God,Send..my..misses..to..her..Thru..da..wind,Dear..God,Pls..let
me..appear..in..her..dreams,DearGod..Pls..let..her..return..home..safely.
Dear..God,Pls..show..her..how..much..i..reali..miss..her..and
Dear..God,Pls..Pls..pls..Dont..change..her..feelings..for..me.
Dear..God,i..may..be..da..most..sinner..in..this..world,i..may..have
done..a..lot..of..sin..in..my..16yrs..of..life,i..may..not..have..prayed..or
thanked..you..evryday..for..my..life..and..i..may..not..respect..my
parents..most..of..da..time,But..God,Pls..
Pls..Dont..let..us..seperate..coz..i..Love..her..a.lot,
God,you..Yourself..know..that..my..love..for..her..is..genuine
and..you..yourself..know..that..im..very..committed..to..her
and..nvr..had..played..bhind..her...back..for..9..mths..now,
So..pls..dont..hurt..ur..creation(ME).Just..let..me..be..with..her..for
as..long..as..you..may..want..us..to..be,Hopefully..till..we..get
engaged,That..is..if..you..let..us..to.
Wateva..it..is,Just..dont..seperate..us..so..soon..cause..i..reali..dont..wanna..lose
her.i..Love..Her..God,I..love..her..just..as..much..as..i..Love..You.(God).
Shasha..
Pls..Come..Home..soon,i..Just..cant..breathe..easy..without..you..by..my..side.
i..Cant..sleep..at..night..without..you..here..by..my..side.
i..cant..be..myself..again..without..you..by..my..side.
All..i..need..and..all..i..want..is..you.
Just..you..Baby,Pls..come..back.
i..LOVE..you..Baby.
i..Really..Do.
Miss..you.=(.

Chez.

--StupidMistake--

2004-10-15T04:17:00.000+08:00

Recently,ive..made..a..mistake,a..mistake..so..stupid
which..made..ma..girl..angry,im..very..stupid
really..
For..This,I..wanna..say..Im..really..Sorry..
for..what..Ive..done,I..promise..it..wont..eva
happen..again,I..didnt..know..that..it..was..really..bad
till..just..now,shasha,Im..really..Sorry..
I..Love..ya..a..Lot,i..cant..sleep..well
thinkin..abt..ma..stupid..reckless..behaviour.
Im..soRry..Shasha.
I..loVe..you..
I..LoVe..ya..a..LoT.
I..LoVe.ya..now,then..and..
forEva...
Shasha!!...I...LOve..ya,and..HEy
selamatBerpuasa,kalau..Uzur
jgn..tk..puasa,Puasa..jer..
StRonG..MaHh..
hahakz..
Love..ya..Shasha..
Muackz!..

--WaKin'Up--

2004-10-15T04:09:00.000+08:00

Eyes..Heavy,water..droolin[AirliurBasi]..and..hair's..Messy.
Got..that..rite,its..4am,time..to..Sahur..bcoz..tmrw
sudah..start..Puasa!!..YeY!!..haha..
actually..Boo..=(..
Anywaes,Im..really..very..sleepy..rite..now,coz..im..half-way
boarding..to..dream..world..when..suddenly..a..huge
monsta[MyMum]..interupted.ma..dream..and..woke..me..up.
Yeah,it..was..frustratin..alrite,real..god-damn..frustratin.
SoO,guess..wat?,im..gonna..fast..for..one..whole..mth
without..playin..cheat,yup,u..can..trust..me..on..that.
;)..Hey,come'on,im..a..gd..guy..u..know,im..gonna..spend
one..mth..at..da..mosque,tryin..to..change..into..an
ustaz,Yup,hopefully..ill..become..one,haha..
Ustaz..Punkrock,power!!..
Ahakz,Gotta..Go..now,cudnt..think..of..much..to..write,
ma..mum..has..already..finished..cooking,yummmy,
im..hungry.=P..
Selamat..Berpuasa..to..all..da..Muslims..out..dere
For..Da..Non-Muslims,erm..
MerryChristmas??..Haha..
Ciao~..

Chez.

--DaFuNk!--

2004-10-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

HeyHey...WaZup..Ol..ma..Readers?!!
Haizz...I..Miss..HER!..Ya,i..miss..shasha,
and..Of..coz..I..Miss..all..Ma..Frens,They're..ma
homies..I..Miss..all..of..ya,WAn,Fir,Zal...
Haizz..Ryan..Alif..Syai..Hazri..SyaFiq..Hatim..aFiq!!
Where..are..ya..guys??..Im..so..FreaKin..Bored..Here.
I..Miss..Ma..classmates..,I..miss..Lydia,Shikin,Shishi.
But..woRstly..i..Miss..SHASHA..!!
I..Miss..her..ArGh!!..I..doNt..want..a..HolidAy.anymore..
I..wanna..Go..bAck..to..SKOol!!...=(..
I..wanna..be..wit..Ma..BoNNie.
I..wanna..be..Clyde..haha..
I..reaLLy..dont..Know..waT..da..hell..im..doin..at
Home..lazin'..ma..Ass..At..da..sofa.
Come'On..sadiq,Do..soMething..wit..ya..self!.
StOp..eatIn..and..sleepin.!!
HmM,Shasha..has..Not..been..Online,i.dont..know..why,
maybe..she's..Bz,Hvent.got..to..chat..wit..her..for
2days..Now,I..Love..her..a..lot..man.arGhh..
MissiN..her..Like..Crazie..When..She..doNt..even
Know..abt..It,haha..How..lame
can..i..get.??.
This..FrIday..is..already..da..Fasting..Month,and..Boy
am..i..glad..coz..ill..get..to..go..sembahyang..Teraweh
wit..Syazwan,yey!!..Can..finally..meet..my..Bros..
hahaha..
Anyway,2days..ago,which..is..Monday,me..and..shasha
went..out..together,We..went..to..cineleisure..to
watch..a..damn..boring..movie,haha..Yup..
Excorcists,TheBeginning,and..damn!,It..was..freakin
boring..and..i..dont..even..get..to..catch..the
meaning..of..that..show,Well,guess..the..director
of..this..movie..must..have..a.."BADSEX"Life..b4..he
direct..this..show..=D..
After..watchin..da..movie,we..spent..some..time..with..each..
otha,talkin..and..walkin,then..while..goin
Back,we..had..a..slight..misunderstandin,
and..its..all..bcoz..of..ma..Fuckin..ego.
Yah..ma..egO,Damn!,ive..to..learn..to..ctrl
it,Well..we..Had..things..worked..out..in
a.."JIff"..And..yeah..its..cool..now.
I..Love..her..Man,I..dont..wanna..lose..her.
She'S..ma..fuckin..Life..hahaha..
Shasha,Ur..beautiful..both..outside
and..inside,i..Love..you,and..i
wonder..why..is..it..so..difficult..for..you
to..take..photos..wit..me?..hmm..
hahahaha..
So..yahh,i..guess.this..is..it..
i..wanna..Go..Now,wanna..Go..Get..crazie..
dunno..why,She's..still..not..Online..
=)..
Well..CIao~..
Shasha..
I..Love..You!!
hehe..

Chez..

--Scrrew'N'LeVeL!!--

2004-10-10T13:25:00.000+08:00

WadTheFuck?..Its..Over?,Its..really..Over??!!!
WoOhHoo!!..Its..FUckin..OveR,thats..rite..Peepz,N-Level..Is..over.
hahahaha!!..GueSS..waT?,Im..Back!!..SANcHez..Is..Back,Back..from..the..deaD!!
Hahaha,Come'on..pple,saY..It..wit..me..Now,"Fuck..N-LEVEL!"
YeaH..datS..it!.NoW..im..Free,Totally..god-damN..free.
haha,Can..go..LaZe..ard..and..Be..Wit..SHASHA!~24/7..evry
day!!..Im..So..HaPPy..man,Well..Kinda..sad..too,Why..im..sad?
Coz,im..leaviN..my..bros..Syafiq,hatim..afiq..lots..more,they
mean..a..lot..To..me..man,YuP,They..conTains..3/4..of..my..
memories..in..hillgrove.=(,But..anywaes,im..glad..N-Level
is..Over..Hehe.
Im..free..from..BoOks..and..KnOWledge!!!..
PiTy..those..WhO..takes..O-level,haha..U..have..my
condolonces,whats..that..anyway?haha..
i..dont..give..a..shit!..

Btw,Yesterday,I..went..to..town..wit..my..classmates,it
was..cool..man,theres..gig..and..stuffs,and..we..had..fun..i..guess
haha,Anyway..the..cool..part..was..afta..the..gig,i..gotta
be..wit..shasha..all..day..long,cool..huh?..LoL..
Did..you..guys..remember?,Some..months..or..weeks..ago,
i..told..u..guys..afta..ma..N..Level,shasha..is..gonna
be..mine?,haaha..
YuP,she's..mine,and..i..Love..her..a..lot,im..so
happy..when..she..accepted..to..be..ma..Girl.=P.
Guess..wat..i..did?,Haha,I..kneeled..down..and..asked
her..to..be..ma..gf..and..when..she..say..yes,actually
she..said.."DuH..".haha..
i..gave..her..a..ring..,a..ring..to..prove..that..our
hearts..belong..to..each..other..and..that,we'll..remain
together..for..as..l0ng..as..the..sun..goes..down..and..nvr..gonna
goes..up..again,=D..
I..LOvE..her,i..reaLLy..do.
Its..been..3..mths,and..finally..i..got..to..be..in..a..relationship
wit..her,Our..Love..is..so..GOD-daMn..Beautiful,well,loviN..her..is
beautiful..hehe..
I..LoVE..you..Shasha..
Muackz!..
We..stayed..at..esplanade..for..a..while,just..the..two..of..us,
take..photos..and..stuffs.=)..
Anyway..yesterday..was..really..fun..and..shasha
i..love..you..a..lot.
Well,i'll..write..again..soon,gotta..go..now
wanna..eatlar,hungry..u..know..
haha..
CiAo~..

SaNcHez&Shasha
091004

::.Time.::

2004-09-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

Its..really..amaziNg..how..time..flies.Nxt..week..is
ma..16th..Birthday..and..damn!,im..getttin..old,haha.
Well..the..actual..day..im..lookin..forwrd..to..is
afta..Ma..N-levels.A..Lot..of..things..are..gonna
happen..and..i..can..really..spent..a..whole..lot
of..time..wit..ma..baby,I..Love..you..chacha!..;)
MuaCkZ!.
Its..been..a..couple..of..days..now..since..ive..met
her,And..u..can..nvr..imagine..how..much..i..really..miss..her.
She..keeps..runnin..in..my..Mind,Dunno..how,but..sumhow,i..keep
thinkin..abt..her..almost..evry..time..of..my..life.
Weird?..Nope..i..dnt..think..so,Its..call,"The..Power
Of..Love"..hahaha,Pathetic..rite?..Well,meet..sadiq.:D
Chacha,If..ya..readin..this,I..want..u..to..know..i..really
miz..ya..lotz,Damn..lots!..I..dunno..why..im..this
desperate..to..be..with..you.Haha..
I..LOVE..YA..SWEETZ!..
Ur..so..Close..In..ma..Heart..tt..even..if..ur..gone
for..a..while,i..would..whine..all..day..long..missin
you..and..wantin..to..meet..you.
Ur..beautiful..hun,Lovin..you..is..really..Gorgeous..
A..guy...would..be..soo..lucky..to..have..you..by..his
side..whenever..he..needs..you.:)
And..im..tt..lucky..guy,haha..:D
(Hmm,No..wonder..shah..keeps..tellin..u..tt..he..still
loves..you).
Well..i..gez..im..gonna..log..off..the..net..now,since
ma..babygirl..is..not..online..:(,
where..can..she..be?..I..really..miss..her.
*sIgh..too..emotional.hahaha!.
Anyways..CiaO~..Pple,NjoY!
LoVe..ya..shasha,MuaCkz!

SaNchEz!

::.Sugar-Lolli..::

2004-09-18T13:01:00.000+08:00

I..Love..my..Life..rite..Now,
its..better..thn..ever,Me..and..ma..Baby..are..closer
and..we..are..really..beggining..to..bond.
I..have..to..thnk..mysterio..for..this,Thnk..you
Mysterio,Its..bcoz..of..you..tt..we..bond,u..pathetic..Loser.
haha..Anyway..thnks..:)
My..baby..gettin..sweeter..and..cuter..each..day,and
each..day..im..freakin..Fallin..deeper..for..her,hmm..
she..realli..casts..a..spell..on..me,well..i
wish..tt..spell..wont..ever..have..an..antidote,coz..
i..dont..wnt..tt..spell..to..go..away.:D
.Love..her..to..the..max.
Haha,Yingren,if..ur..reading..this,im..sorry..
tt..my..blog..is..pathetic..coz..all..i..write..is
abt..her,hahaha,Sorry..Bro.
I..cant..help..myself.:P
Lovin..her..is..really..beautiful,In..fact..it
is..awessomely..beautiful.
I..really..look..forwrd..to..8th-9th..october,
the..day..when..N-level..is..finally..over
and..we..can..get..on..wit..life.
And..get..ready..holmes,the..fairy-tale..will
begins..in..just..3..weeks..time..;)
Get..ur..tickets..now,b4..its.too..late.
:P,U..guys..wanna..know..wat..makes..me
fall..so..deep..for...her?
The..look..in..her..eyes.
The.beauty..of..her..smile.
The..touch..of..her..hand.
The..love..she..gaves..me.
The..softness..of..her..lips.:P
The.sense..of..secure..when..im..with..her.
The..accent..of..her..voice.
The..cuteness..tt..lies..inside..of..her.
The..vainity..which..both..of..us..posses,
But.i..guess..she's..vainer..:P,Sorry
Love..ya..sweetie,hehe.
Theres..a..lot..af..things..i..wanna..say..bout..her
but..i..gtg..now,got..to..pray..Zuhur..
Unbelievable..tt.i..actually..pray..rite?
Well..im..beggining..to..start,haha..
Yeap..
im.leavin..now.
CioA
Love..ya..sweethearts,Muackz!..

SaNcHeZ

::..Invalid-Stupidity..::

2004-09-14T16:33:00.000+08:00

I..cant..believe..why..some..pple..are..just..so
freaking..jealous..of..me..and..my..Baby..and
they..would..try..their..best..to..break..us..up,
even..if..it..embarasses..them.What..a..stupid
psycho.I..really..advise..those..psychos..to..get
some..medication..B4..its..too..late.:),its..for
ur..own..good.
I..am..reaally..dissapointed..in..myself..for..having
to..believe..those..shits..stuff..the..Impersonater
wrote,I..believed..it..and..it..costs..my..whole
night.Didnt..sleep..till..2am,and..while..sleepin,
i..still..kept..thinkin..abt..you,tt..impersonater
played..me..real..good.
I..wanna..apologise..to..the..real..shasha..for
believing..the..impersonater,i..wanna..apologise..to
you..coz..i..cudnt..even..differentiate..you..from..the
real..you..and..the..false..you.
Sorry..baby,and..i..Love..you.
This..wont..ever..happen..again.
Its..a..Pinkied-sweared..:D
And..shishi,Haha,u..sent..me..3..msges..at..friendster,just
to..really..tell..me..tts..not..her,thnks..dude..
Shasha..is..really..lucky..to..have..a..bestie..like..you.
Always..by..her..side..whenever..she's..in..need,and..always
helping..her,well..what..are..besties..for..rite?..;)
LoL,and..not..forgettin..my..sis,Nadia,Thnks..for..findin..out
the..truth,its..really..sweet..to..know..tt..u..phoned..shasha
and..shila..yesterday..night..just..to..find..out..wats..goin
on,and..u..did..tt..for..me,im..blessed..to..have..such..a..caring
sister..and..great..frens,and..i..thnk..God..for..tt.
And..i..really..wanna..thnk..god..for..having..me..being..with..such
a..sweet,lovin,carin,beautiful,fun-loving..and..outstanding
girl..named..Shasha.
Shasha,i..love..you.,Lets..hope..we'll..get..together
real..soon,then...The..nxt..kuchi-kuchi..episode..will..
begin..haha..:P,Kiddin'.
Anyway..This..post..is..like..so..emotional..man,haha,its..like
as..if..i..won..a..grammy..or..a..music..award,and..im..thankin
all..those..who..helped..me..achieve..it,haha..
Sorry..if..its..too..emotional..
Forgive..me..of..my..invalid-stupidity..earlier..on.

Ciao-Sinchi..

SaNcHeZ

::..Fooled..:::

2004-09-14T13:44:00.000+08:00

Mysterio,firstly..i..wanna..congratulate..you..for..successfully
fooling..me,You..caught..me..good..man,REAL..good,Gotta
compliment..you..for..tt,and..hey..Mysterio,U..made..me
cried..all..night,Good..job..Muthafucka..:D,
Hmm..lets..see,you..impersonate..urself..as..shasha,
and..you..wrote..those..shit..which..brought..me..to
an..emotional..state,nice..
I..just..love..ur..stupid..Brain..Bro.
Full..of..fuckin..nonsense..ideas,which..is..really
kinda..effective,WOW..
Hmm,did..i..call..u..bro?,Fuck..you,ur..not
my..bro,u..fuckin..jackass.
My..bros..are..not..as..PATHETIC..and..STOOPID..as
you..are,you..fuckin..loser.
One..more..thing,I..aint..no..ordinary..Muthafucka..who
you..can..fool..ard..with,once..ur..fuckin..ard..with..me,
ur..gonna..wish..tt..u..wont..ever..meet..me..in..person.
Coz..if..you..do,Like..i..said,ull..wish..ull..nvr..been
borned..in..this..world..;)
And..you..know..wat,i..would..just..love..it
to..see..ur..parents..bein..run..down..by..a..bulldozer.
Why..must..ur..parents..even..live..in..this..world?,They
brought..up..such..a..Pathetic..and..Loser..son,Both..you
and..ur..parents..dont..deserve..to..Live,:D..
Ohh,Upon..hearing..this,u..must..be..really..mad..rite?
Cool,i..want..u..to..be..mad,in..fact,i..want..you..to..be
fuckin..pissed..by..me..so..tt..u..would..have..the..balls..to
meet..me..up..;)Hmm,i..wonder..if..tts..enuff,i..dont..think
so,Ur..Mum..is..a..fuckin..Whore,a..whore..so..cheap,even..10cents
is..enuff..to..fuck..her,But..hey,who..would..want..to..fuck
ur..cheap..MOM?,it..would..only..lead..to..aids..;)
Ur..momma..so..fat,so..fat..tt..ur..PAPA..has..to..take
10..hrs..to..find..ur..mom's..Butthole..to
fuck..her.:D,Angry?..AR..i..dont..think..so,u..papa
is..a..damn..coward,so..timid..tt..everytime..ur..mom..
is..beon..fucked..by..another..guy,he..would..just..say,
"She's..Not..My..Wife,continue..fuckin..tt..cheap..women"..
;)..Hey..mysterio,if..afta..all..this,u..still..wouldnt.own..up
who..da..hell..u..are,u..gotta..really..cut..off..ur..penis
and..hide..under..ur..momma's..Pussy.:D
I..Love..shasha..real..bad,and..u..think..by..talkin..shit
i..could..be..seperated..by..her?,Ur..fuckin..stupid,You
were..really..close..in..seperatin..me..and..her..yesterday,but
like..i..said,not..even..the..strongest..matter..on..earth..could
seperate..ur,I..would..really..advise..you..to..give..up.
Stop..bein..a..loser,and..get..on..with..Life,shasha..Loves..me
and..i..love..her..too.
pLs,stop..ur..jealousy..
Couldnt..we..just..be..friends..instead..of..enemies?
Friends??!!..Nah,ur..A..fuckin..Loser..hahaha
U..aint..good..enuff..to.be..ma..fuckin..frenmu
fuckin..MOFO...
Now..FUCK..OFF!!..BITCH!..

SaNcHeZ....Wakakaka!

::.Slide-along-side..::

2004-09-12T18:00:00.000+08:00

My..head's..spinnin'..like..hell..since..yesterday,*sigh..
Ive..been..eating..knowledge..from..ma..History..txtbook,
and..ma..brain..memory..is..already..full..of..Nazis,Soviets,
KMT..and..other..shit..stuffs.
Well..i..hope..im..gonna..benefit..sumthing..from..my..revisions,
if..i..fail..my..history..paper,im..gonna..shoot..myself,
and..for..tt..im..gonna..need..a..gun,how..to..get..one?
Easy,Beat..the..shit..out..of..cops!,and..steal..their..gun..;)
Easy..for..me..to..say,but..hard..to..do..so,empty..words,Haha..
Haizz...
Tmrw..skool..starts,and..im..like..so..lazy..to..go..drag..my..feet
to..tt..lousy..secondary..skool.
Its..not..the..students..who..makes..the..skool..lousy,its..the..fuckin
teachers..and..examinations..and..stuffs,but..wattodo,this..is..life.
Gotta..face..it..in..order..to..be..a..survivor..;)
Its..been..two..days..now..since..ive..met..shasha..yet..it..seemed..like
2..weeks,i..miss..her..a..lot,Im..always..missin..her..even..though..she's
right..in..front..of..me,haha,How..pathetic..can..i..be?..
well..i..am..what..i..am,i..dont..give..a..fuck..of..what..u..think
abt..me,coz..i..am..whatever..u..say..i..am..:D
Hahahahaha...
Arghh!..Im..tired,anyway,ma..blog..now..has..a..song..and..its..all..thanks
to..Hatim..for..helping..me,Thnks..hatim,ur..help..is..greatly..appreciated.
:),And..laney,sorry..for..borrowing..ur..song,im..addicted..to..it..now
so..im..using..it,hope..you..dont..mind,and..hey,when..will..i..get
to..chat..wit..ya..again??,nvr..seen..u..online..whenever..im..online..
hmm..weird,But..anyways,we'll..chat..again..soon..enuff..;)
Mysterio..has..finally..dissapear..for..good,guess..he..really
is..a..coward.,screw..you..mysterio,may..u..dissapear..from
this..world..as..well,wakaka!!..(Evil)..;)
Im..goin..off..now,ill..write..again..soon..enuff,ma..old..folks
wanna..bring..me..and..ma..sis..out..to..catch..Garfield,
i..hope..the..show..aint..boring..and..pathetic,coz..i..dont..wanna
be..wasting..my..money..on..some..fuckin..pathetic..lame..movie.
Im..off..now,CiOsinchi..
ps:Miss..ya..shasha,Love..ya..lots..;)

SaNcHeZ

::..Promise..::

2004-09-11T18:04:00.000+08:00

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy...

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

::..Exposure..::

2004-09-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Firstly,i..wanna..apologise..to..all..readers..who..reads..my
blog,im..sorry..if..it..was..filled..with..vulgarities,i..know..its
lewd,im..sorry.This..blog..was..supposed..to..be.cleaned..and..romantic.:P,
but..it..was..unexpectedly..terrorised..by..mysterio.
Because..of..this..terrorism,this..blog..became..violated..with..a..lot
of..vulgarities.I..hope..tt..mysterio..would..be..gone..for..good..and
ill..ensure..you..ma..blog..will..be..as..cleaned..as..possible.:D
Secondly..i..wanna..thnk..all..ma..frens..who..supported..me..by
telling..off..mysterio.
Ur..help..is..greatly..appreciated.;)
Well..afiq..scoldings..were..kinda..funny..though,he..dosent..even..know
wat..bootlicker..means,haha..But..anyway..thnks..Afiq.:D
Thirdly,i..wanna..say.tt..i..miss..shasha..a..lot.:P,I.love..her..a..lot
and..i..cant..wait..for..9..october.:).
Lastly..i..wanna..say,for..the..very..last..time,b4..this..blog..is
cleaned..
FUCK..YOU..MYSTERIO..FOR..CALLING..MY..GREAT..FREN,SHILA,A..WHORE,YOU..USELESS
SON-OF-A-SLIPPER!FUCK-YOU..FOR..CURSING..MY..BROS..AND..FRENS,FUCK..YOU..FOR
CALLING..ME..A..DISGRACE..TO..THE..MALE-SOCIETY,DO..SOME..REFLECTIONS..WILL
YA?,DONT..U..REALISE..TT..UR..THE..ONE..WHO..IS..A..DISGRACE..TO..THE..MALE
SOCIETY,U..SICK..PATHETIC..DOG!AND..I..REALLY..WISH..WE..COULD..MEET..UP
ONE..DAY.!!PLEASE,I..BEG..YOU!!,TO..GIVE..ME..A..CHANCE..TO..MEET..U..UP
AND..BASH..U..UP..LIKE..HELL,AND..IF..U..WANNA..COME..DOWN..AND..MEET..ME,
ILL..GIVE..YOU..MY..ADD!,BUKITPANJANG,SEGAR,BLK435..FIND..ME..ASSHOLE.!
MY..SCHOOL..ADD,HILLGROVESEC,STREET(SHIT..I..FORGOT!)
ANYWAY..ITS..NEAR..LIANHUA,BESIDE..A..MOSQUE,COME..DOWN..IF..U..HAVE..THE
BALLS..BITCH!...
Now..i..feelin..a..lot..more..satisfied,Phew!.....

SaNcHeZ

::..MysteriO-Siege..:::

2004-09-07T11:28:00.000+08:00

Damn,That..Nic.."Mysterio",DisGust..me..Man!
He..is..such..a..pathetic..Loser..who..dosent..get..enuff..love
from..his..parents..and..grandparents.What..a..moron..he..is,tryin
to..make..up..stupid..crapz..abt..my..innocent..Girl.
Yet..he..still..got..the..nerves..to..tell..me..off..askin..me
to..get..a..life..and..face..reality,well..tell..u..wat..mysterio,
u..really..need..to..see..a..doctor,and..let..him..do..sumthin..abt
tt..fuckin..brain..of..urs.And..hey,why..the..fuck..must..u..have..a..brain,
when..u..are..damn..stupid..and..think..of..nothin?,Ur..a..loser..bitch!,A..fuckin
pathetic..loser..who..doesnt..have..guts..and..balls.
Dont..u..ever..wished..tt..u..were..nvr..born?,Ur..embarrasing..urself
here...god-dammiT!,My..whole..life,ive..nvr..seen..such..a..pathetic..human
bein',especially..one..of..ur..kind.
Go..fuck..urself..ayte,and..if..u..think..those..fuckin..stories..were
meant..to..force..me..to
lose..faith..in..my..girl,ur..fuckin..wrong!,Ur..goin..down..bitch,u..really..are..
goin..down,Just..wait..till..i..find..out..who..u..are,then..we..can..play..
scissors,paper..and..stones..ayte.
I..love..her..a..lot,a..lot..than..no-one..could..ever..imagine.
Not..even..the..hardest..and..strongest..matter..on..earth..could..seperate
me..from..her,yet..ur..tellin..me..ur..fuckin..drama.
Do..u..think..im..gonna..fall..for..that?,Hello!
Im..16,i..wasnt..borned..yesterday..MOFO!..
I..dont..even..know..why..tha..hell..im..spending..my..time
here..writin..u..off.
Ur..wasting..my..fuckin..time,u..fuckin..pathetic..moron.
Fuck..you..and..your..family..and..wateva..bitch!..
And..hey,b4..i..go,why..dont..u..cut-off..ur..penis..and..feed..it
to..the..dOgs..ayte,they..deserve..it..better..thn..u..do.

SaNcHeZ

Feelin'[fucked]Up!

::..CaSeOfTheShoe!..::

2004-09-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

Yup,the..shoe..is..deadly..alrite,it.almost..made..her..not..to..talk
to..me..at..all.;)Heres..how..the..story..goes,i..was..sendin..her
home,then..the..bus..came..and..we..boarded..the..bus,then..while
boardin,i..accidentaly..stepped..on..her..shoe..and..it..came..off
in..the..bus.:P,She..was..furious..man,i..was..really..frightened
when..she..was..angry,haha,But..she..was..so..cute..and..damn..sweet
when..she..was..angry,so..i..still..cudnt..resist..her,i..tried..sayin
a..lot..of..sorries,for..the..first..few..stops,she..just..ignored
my..words..and..just..looked..away,Well,i..tot..it..was..really
crucial..until..for..the..last..few..stops,when..i..tried..sayin
sorry..again..and..i..think..it..worked..out..a..bit.:P
Theres..this..one..time,in..the..bus,when..she..pushed..my..hand..away
and..she..kept..turnin..away..from..me,that..kinda..frightens..me..a..bit
coz..i..tot..she..hated..me..:P,i..was..sad..man,haha..really..i
was..a..bit..sad..when..she..did..tt,but..its..okay..now,im..
feelin..a..bit..more..relaxed..afta..sendin..her..home.
Anyway..its..my..bad,maybe..i..deserved..it..;)
But..whatever..it..is,I..Would..sTill..LoVe..her..Like
how..i..dO..now.;)hehe,(Berjiwang..Kita).
So..Just..now..we..had..our..Phto-takin..session..at..skool
wit..the..whole..class,kinda..fun..and..durin..the..fun..shot,
i..sat..beside..Miss.Lee,my..form..teacher..and..she..kept
mumurin',"DontTouchMe"..a..lot..of..time,very..irritatin..and
pathetic..man,i..mean..who's..touchin..her?..haha,i..think
she..has..Claustrophoebia,afaraid..of..being..in..a..limited
space..with..a..lot..of..pple.Well..if..she..does..have..tt,she
must..have..serious..Psychiatrist..treatment.:)
N-level.is..just..4..days..ahead,im..feelin..the..adrenalin..
rush..in..me,im..damn..scared..man,im..now..revising..all
social..studies..and..mother..tongue..H/w..ive..done,and
i..think..ive..got..confidence..in..passin..MotherToungue
and..social..studies,Im..ScarEd!!
SomeBody..SAvE..Me!!!..ARgHh..
The..sooNer..It..starts..and..the..soOner..It..ends..The..
BeTTer,coz..I..cUd..haVe..My..faiRy-Tale..eaRlier..:P
Wish..me..Luck..AiGht..for..N-Level.:D
So..LoNg,i..Dont..think..im..gonna
edit..my..post..till..8..OCtober,gotta..study..real
hard..now,This..is..my..last..post..here..till..then.
SayOnara..Evryone,im..gonna..face..the..dragon..real
soon,comin..out..alive..or..not,isnt..my..choice,it
depends..on..fate,adiOs..
LoVe..Ya..Shasha.:D

SaNcHeZ

::..Rudies..:::

2004-08-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

Finally,im..free..to..Update..my..blog..once..again,it..has..been
a..bz..week..for..me,infact,for..all..those..performers..who..performed
just..now..for..the..teachers,well..hope.they..enjoy..our..performance.
The..teachers..shudnt..have..cut..the..cake..at..first,they..shud..have
cut..only..afta..all..the..items..are..over,well..its..their..bad.
Anyway,my..heart..was..really..beating..fast..just..now..when..i..had
to..face..those..staring..eyes..of..the..audience,lots..of..em,it
was..really..frightenin,im..glad..i..had..my..shades..on..coz..they..
didnt..know..tt..i..was..practically..closin..my..eyes..during..the
performance(hahaha).Anyway..Shasha..was..sittin..in..frnt..and..i..was
wearin..her..watch,well..tt..brought..me..confidence,Another..thing
the..audience..didnt..notice..was..tt,if..i..didnt..shut..my..eyes
while..singin,i..would..just..look..at..shasha,damn..she..is..so..sweet.
i..was..starin..at..her..the..whole..time.:)Love..ya..shasha.
Btw,we..dressed..up..imitating..the..rudies's..attire.It..was
kinda..cool,i..think..coz..it..made..us..looked..like..a.."pen-salesman"
and..yazid..looked..like..sumone..sellin..insurance.haha,He..is..so
adorable.Syaaban,hmm..he..looked..like..a..house..agent,firdaus..looked
totally..like..a..RudeBoy,and..so..was..faizal,me,i..think..i..looked
more..like..a..MaFia..:P..haha.
I..would..remember..this..day..for..the..rest..of..my..life,its..the
first..time..we're..performin..live..band..in..hillgrove,and
damn,we..do..have..supporters,At..first..thought..the..whole
skool..was..gonna..kept..quiet..but..amazingly,they..cheered..out
loud,especially..those..bunch..of..students..who..were..right..in
frnt,i..just..love..the..spirit..of..sec1..student,so..very
hyper-active.
Afta..the..performance,we..guys..went..to..the..canteen..to..eat
Pizzas,haha..i..only..got..to..eat..one..slice..of..it,maybe..its
worth..the..dollar.;),Then..we..took..photos..with..the..girls..
and..teachers.It..was..fun..coz..i..got..to..be..near..shasha
and..huggin..her,haha..:P(Cheeky..me!).
I..tot..of..sendin..her..home..just..now,but..she..wanted..to
go..out..and..study..with..her..girl-friends,too..bad..for..me.:(
Anyway,theres..still..Thursday..:D
Btw,nxt..week..is..a..very..Crucial..week..for..us,infact..damn..crucial,
afta..nxt..week..we..really..have..to..get..serious.,Coz..these
one..week..holidays,we're..gonna..be..takin..our..prelims..andafta..tt,we're..gonna..face.."THE..DRAGON"(N-level).
Damn..im..so..afraid,i..really..wanna..make..it..nxt..yr
i..hope.i..can,ill..pray..to..god..to..help..me.:)
But..anyway,look..at..the..bright..side,afta..N,8..october,
i..will..have..a..fairy-tale..waitin..for..me,haha..
Im..gonna..be..with.her..at..last..:D,Cant..wait..fer..tt.
and..theres..prom..Night..and..stuff,well..all..tt..gonna..
happened..afta..N.
Guess..i..got..nothing..more..to..write,maybe..later..or
tmrw,wanna..eat..now,damn..hungry..and..mom's..not..cookin.
:(..
ChaoSinChi..

SaNcHeZ

..::Basis::..

2004-08-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

Welcome..to..my..new..Bloggie,Its..modified..and..its..gettin
complicated..LoL,i..wanna..thnk..Laney..for..what..she..has
done.All..this..new..stuff..in..my..blog..is..modified
by..her,she..helped..me..Upgrade..my..blog,she..took
one..whole..day..to..do..my..blog,amazin..ayte,she..really
put..in..a..lot..of..effort..haha,i..really..owe..her
a..lot,thnks..laney..for..makin..my..blog..look..much..
more..nicer.:)In..fact,i..dont..think..just..a..thnks..is..enuff,
hmm..ill..make..it..up..to..u..sumtime(TtisWhenImFree)..;).
She..is..really..a..great..fren,she's..really..fun..and
CcCrrRraaZzEee..(No-Offence)..hehe.
Anyway,today..is..really..a..boring..day..for..me,DaMn-Fuckin
Boring..and..Lame.*SiGh..i..cudnt..go..to..rugby..trainin..bcoz
my..Pathetic..MoM..wudnt..let..me..to,very..the.."KongKong".
I..was..like,come'on..mom,im..16,and..im..a..guy,im..old
enuff..to..make..my..decisions,and..she..still..is..controllin
me..haizz,I..wish..i..cud..leave..this..place,but..wattodo,have
to..succeed..in..life..first.
My..wholeday..just..now..was..fed..by..revisions..and
musics,no..TV,No..Telephones..and..no..goin-out.Just..great
for..a..Sixteen..yr..old..Kid.
Btw,i..wonder..when..shasha..is..gonna..be..online,i..really..miss
chattin..with..her..during..week-ends,hmm..may..her..cable-net..be
fixed..soon.
She..is..really..adorable,haha..i..just..love..her..to..the..max.
I..sent..her..home..last..friday,and..i..forgot..to..say.."i..love
you"..to..her..when..she..left..the..lift,im..not..used..to..it
coz..whenever..ill..send..her..home,ill..tell..her..i..love..her
to..prove..tt..my..feelings..for..her..will..nvr..change..;)
Maybe..just..words..is..not..enuff..to..prove..sumone..tt
u..love..her,tts..why..those.words..must..be..included..with
actions..;),e.g..Kisses..haha,im..lame..:P
HmM,well..i..hope..her..feelings..for..me..will..nvr..change..:)
I..cant..wait..for..afta..N,we..still..got..1mth+..
and..then,we'll..live..happily..eva..afta*(IhopeSo)..:D
Every..night,b4..goin..to..sleep,i..wud..stay..awake..to..
stare..up..at..the..skies..and..see..wether..the..moon..lits..
brightly..or..not..at..all,coz..if..the..moon..lits,then..ill
know..tt..she..misses..me..too..:)
i..love..ya..shasha,indeed..im..fallin..deeply
again..for..u..each..and..every..seconds,minutes,hours.and
even..light-yrs..:P.
Gonna..blast-off..now,mom..still..naggin..at..me,
wish..i..have..a..permanent..supa-glue..scoth-tape..to
tape..up..her..mouth..;)
AdIos

SaNcHeZ

:::..FineTtes..:::

2004-08-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

i..was..Intensively..smiling..the..whole..afternoon..just..now.:)
Hearin..she..Missed..me..made..me..the..most..luckiest..and..happiest..
guy..ever..lived..in..this..world,and..hearin..she..loves..me..made
me..wanna..stay..wit..her..for..the..rest..of..my..life.
I..was..very..cheerious..just..now..bcoz..i..got..to..send..her..home..and
be..with..her..afta..4..days..of..not..able..to..be..close..to..her.
What..cud..filled..me..in..with..joy..is..tt..when..i..got..to..know
tt..i..was..not..the..only..one..who..has..been..missin'..her..all..along.
i..really..am..crazy..for..her..each..time,every..second,every..minute..and
every..hour..of..the..day.
She..asked..me..an..interestin..question..just..now,she..asked..if..there
was..a..fire,and..theres..only..two..person..i..cud..save,either..her..or
my..mum,who..would..i..save,i..told..her..tt..i..would..sacrifice..myself
to..save..both..her..and..my..mum,i..would..rather..die..then..to..let..my
loved..ones..die.Life..would..be..meaningless..without..her..and..my..mum.
She..has..become..a..part..of..my..life..and..she..is..very..special..to..me.
U..guys..who..have..been..readin'..my..blog..must..infer..tt..im..a..very
borin'..person..bcoz..i..only..talk..about..her..every..day,well..i..wouldnt
mind..bein..a..boring..writer..when..it..comes..to..loving..her,i..just..
wanna..prove..all..the..souls..out..there..tt..just..how..truly..i..am..
in..love..with..her..and..tt..life..is..too..short..to..be..a..playa.
Cherish..the..ones..you..love..most..coz..u..nvr..know..when..ur..loved..
ones..or..you..might..leave..this..world,so..i..advise..u..guys..to..use..all
the..time..tts..left..to..prove..just..how..much..u..truly..love..the..ones
u..care..for..most..and..is..special..to..you,im..sure..u'll..have..the..time
of..ur..life..upon..doin..tt..;)

SaNcHeZ

..::Missing You::..

2004-08-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

I'm lying alone on my bed
Having trouble sleeping
The night seems too dead
To even start dreaming.

I'm here and you're there
Miles of roads apart
But my heart to you I share
Where you sleep my heart is there.

Tomorrow I'll spend my day thinking
And hoping you're here at my side
Maybe that's why it's been raining
They know what I feel inside.

It's been so very hard
To spend a day without your touch
'Coz really deep in my heart
I'll be missing you a lot.

-@-Shasha-@-My Feelings For You will nvr
Fade Or Die,You'll always be In my Heart
Every Now and Then..:)
1.4.3.
(I Love You)

SaNcHeZ!

::..TiTle-Less::..

2004-08-24T17:45:00.000+08:00

JusT..came..Back..from..SkOol,goIn..to..Night..study..later,
im..soo..damn..tired,BuT..watTodo,exams..are..neaR,and..i..really
need..to..BuCk..Up..:).
We..had..OuR..Maths..PaPer..just..NoW,Kinda..difficUlt,but
somehow..i..manage..to..Pull..thru(By..Sleeping).:P
TodaY..was..as..usuaL..Too,NutHin..Much..happened..
kinda..a..boring..Day.
Well..aT..leaSt..todaE..we..chatted,for..a..while..hehe..
But..it..reaLLy..meant..a..lot..to..me,Hearin..her..voice
in..my..eaRs,afta..yesterday..which..we..didnt..quite..talk.
LoL..I..sTill..miss..her,i..miss..her..a..lot.
I..miss..sending..her..home,i..miss..being..beside..her,
i..miss..her..Honey..lips..and..i..miss..her..Kiss.
I..think..im..gettin..unwell,LoL..i..really..do..miss..her.
*SiGh..
Im..gonna..send..her..home..this..thursday!!..:D..
I..wanna..be..with..her,she..is..on..my..mind..every..now..and..then.
I..wonder..if..she..feels..the..same..way..too,HmM..
Or..am..i..the..only..one..who..has..been..missin..her..
like..crazY..and..she..dont..even..miss..me..at..all..
LoL..But..its..okay..if..she..dosent,At..leasT..i..know
i..miss..her..a..lot..and..love..her..a..lot..too..:D.
Anyway,Tmrw..we..have..a..rehearsal,im..not..sure
wether..its..full..dress..or..not,and..im..not..likely
prepared,im..gettin..very..weak..these..days,doNt..know
whats..with..me.,HmM,Maybe..its..bcoz..of..the..exams
or..maybe..ive..over-worked..myself,i..dont..know,i..hope..
ill..get..energetic..pretty..soon.
Btw,i..just..cant..wait..for..8th..OcTober,afta..N-Level.
Tt..day..is..gonna..be..special..to..me..;)
it..will..determine..my..fate..:D..
Im..gonna..go..now,Syazwan..has..called,wanna..go..out
to..skool.
Maybe..if..im..not..tired,ill..write..again..soon..;)
Love..ya..shasha..:P

SaNcHeZ

::.Todaty.::

2004-08-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today..was..QuIeter..thn..usual,Didnt..knew..why,Just..quiet..
In..class..just..now,nothin..much..happened,just..the..same
old..routine..back..and..forth,had..lessons..as
usual..and..2..of..our..teachers..didnt..came..today,
mr.OOn..and..Miss.Wong,we..had..two..free..periods,and..those
two..periods,i..was..wanting..to..go..behind..to..be
with..her,but..we..pinky..sweared..tt..we'll..stop..with
the..BGR..thingy..like..until..afta..N,so..i..didnt..went..behind
and..i..kinda..miss..her..like..crazee!She..told..me..tt..we..shud
stop..this..for..a..while..bcoz..of..our..examinations..which..is
coming..soon,i..agreed..wit..her,anyway..its..a..good..reason.
I..wanna..see..her..go..to..sec5..nxt..yr,along..with..me(I..Hope)
so..tt..we..cud..be..together,we..even..pinky..sweared..on..tt..;)
well..i..hope..ill..make..it..to..sec5..nxt..yr,and..ihope
she'll..make..it..too.
Just..one..day..without..talkin..to..her..would..seemd..like
a..week.
i..miss..her..man!..ArGh!,im..gonna..be..close..wit..her..tomz,
i..dont..care..(HahAHA)..
HmM,got..NuThin..more..to..write,actually..there..is,but..i..think
ill..continue..again..sometime,my..eyes..hurts.

SaNcHeZ

::.MyLife..::

2004-08-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry..i..hadNt..wrOte..for..sOo..Long,my..schEdule..nowadays
are..very..tight..with..studyin,mock..exams..and..stUff.
Exams..are..now..like..part..of..our..daily..basis,and..textbooks
have..started..to..become..the..only..source..of..books..for..
us..to..read..beside..story-books.Worst..of..all,im..eating
Knowledge..and..im..gettin..full,now,i..just..have..to..wait..for
it..to..burst.;)
YesteRday,i..went..Out..with..Her,it..was..great,i..mean,tt..was..the
only..time..i..cud..spent..more..time..wit..her..alone.We..planned
to..go..out..and..stUdy..at..Civic..library,but..watta..hell,It
was..damn..full,hardly..any..seats..was..available.
Wasted..quite..some..time,and..we..went..to..Jurong..liBrary..
and..fouNd..some..seats..there,actually..we..sat..n..the
floor,But..still..at..least..theres..is..a..place..for..us
to..fit..in..and..study.
we..did..our..history..and..stuff,talked..a..lot..than..doin,
LOL,u..know..me..;)
While..doIn..our..werk,alif..and..Xinhui..came,collided..with..us,
wonder..what..they..went..there..for.
After..finishin..our..werk,hmm,i..dont..think..its..finished,
okay,after..semi-completin..our..werk,we..went..to..west..coast
park..at..8pm,it..was..beautiful..man,i..mean,the..windy..
situation..and..stuffs,Totally..awesome.
we..chat..and..so..and..so..and..so.
she..knows..i..knows,u..dont..kaypo..;)
well..the..Greatest..part..of..all..is..tt..when..told..me
those..3..words,Damn,ive..been..longin..waiting..to.hear
tt..from..her..mouth,well..i..hope..she..was..sincere,coz
it..brighten..up..my..heart,too..bright..like..heaven.
I..really..Love..her..so..god-damn..freaking,fuckin,extremely
super-fluously..MuCh!,I..dont..think..any..other..gals..can
be..compared..to..her,she..is..just..so..beautiful..in..the..outside
and..inside,got..the..Features..of..the..girl..tt..all..guy..would
want..and..got..an..attitude..tt..is..soo..adOrable,so..cute,
tt..makes..me..wanna..stick..to..her..like..glue..;)
We..spent..2hrs..there,hmm..yup..2..hrs,and..still..it..didnt.
seemed..enuff..for..me,i..wish..i..cud..spent..the..whole..time
god..has..given..me..to..be..with..her.

Hope..she..knows..tt..she..is..my..everythin..and..she
is..only..the..gal..i..love,and..No-One..else..:)

Ill..stop..here,wanna..continue..on..today's
event..on..another..post,i..cant..sleep,so..i..guess
ill..write..another..story..;)

SaNcHez!

..:::.._-_-_†uesDa¥_-_-_..:::..

2004-08-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

Well,i..just..came..back..from..skool,had..a..mock..test..just..now;)
Kinda..difficult,but..managed..to..pull..thru..and..sit..for..the
test..for..1hr30mins.Dont..think..i..can..pass..coz..i..have..nvr
ever..pass..a..maths..paper..b4..:)
Skool..was..normal,nuthing..unusual..happen,just..the..same
old..daily..routine.
P.E..was..kinda..boring..and..fun,boring..bcoz..only..our
class..was..present..and..havin..P.E,fun..bcoz,our..class
played..captain's..ball..against..our..own..classmates
and..i..did..some..scoring..plus..some..bloopers,LoL..
the..Most..funniest..part..was..when..i..threw..the..ball..and
it..hit..suhana's..face,DaMn!..tt..was..funny..:D
Kinda..tired..just..now,in..fact,i..was..very..tired,felt..like
i..was..sleepin..awake,i..was..not..even..restless..as
usual..in..class..just..now.
I..didnt..sent..her..home..today..coz..ive..got..rugby,well
maybe..tmrw..ill..send..her..home,kinda..miss..talkin..to..her
just..now,wonder..why..she..was..quiet..at..class,we..nvr..even
said..hello..to..each..other,Strange..
Talkin..abt..tmrw,there..is..Science..mock..exams..after..skool
*SiGh,i..wish..all..these..examinations..would..end..very..fast
im..so..God-Damn!..stress!!.
F&N..students..must..also..hand..in..their..project..by..tomrw
coz..tmrw..is..their..date..due.WeLL..i..wish..them..all..the
best..in..completing..their..project..;)
HmM,it..has..also..been..quite..some..time..now..since..ive..chatted..with
shasha..Online,Anyways,im..gonna..send..her..home..tmrw,wanna..sit..closely
beside..her..;)(Love..You..shasha)
I..gtg..now,wanna..change..up,gotta..go..to..trainin
ill..write..again..soon,
till..then..
GoNna_BlasT
ShuT_Up!

--ReCentEvents--

2004-08-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

SuP?,Long..since..i..wrote,been..abt..days,weeks..Filled..with
exams,classTests..and..projects..for..N..level..this..yr.
Kinda..stressful..but..its..all..worth..it,i..hope,
wouldnt..want..all..those.hard..work..to..be..wasted.;)
Btw,i..wanna..thnk..those..peeps..out..there..who..kinda
read..my..blog,thnks..for..visiting..ayte,hope..u..guys
are..not..bored..with..my..stories..:D
Today,i..got..back..my..humanities..paper,damn..it..was
bad,got..21/50,i..nvr..had..fail..b4..my..humanities,
and..that..paper..proved..me..wrong..just..now,my..friends
passed,wan..got..31,31?!!..tts..beating..me..to..the..ground..dude!.
Tried..to..recalled,what..had..happened..to..me..man?..*SIgh
i..swear..upon..myself..im..gonna..pass..my..N-level..and..
manage..to..take..O..levels,how..hard..it..will..take,no..one..knows,
ill..decide..my..own..fate.
Revision,ive..started..on..my..chemistry,then..im..gonna..go..on..to..physics
im..gonna..try..to..pass..the..impossible..coz..i..think..i..can..manage
with..determination..and..spirit..:)
Tommorow,Got..rugby..after..skool,cant..wait..for..tt..man,b4..rugby
i..must..take..my..maths..paper,damn..what..a..nice..way..to..brighten
up..my..day..on..tuesday.;)
Its..been..such..long..time..since..we've..had..contact..rugby..during..the
police..cup..season,kinda..miss..those..rucking,maulin,scrummin..and..
bashin..,miss..those..fights..and..scars.
Tmrw,we're..gonna..go..for..a..trial..with..the..NothernKnights,i..really
hope..ill..get..selected,it..would..be..great..if..im..selected..:)
i..could..play..flank..again,haha..time..to..get..*AggResIvE!
Miss..those..fears..on..my..opponents..face..each..time..i..shout
or..yell..at..em..sayin.."HE'S..MINE!"..Haha..they..were..really
a..wimp,especially..this..flanker..and..stand-off..from..NorthView
damn,they..really..were..brought..down..tt..bad..By..us.
Anyway..N..is..real..soon,and..im..almost..prepared,i..will..study
damn..hard.till..the..day..comes..and..when..it..comes,i..will
have..no..difficulty..answerin..the..questions..;).
wanna,,Sleep..now,DamnTired..:)
TillThen..
Gonna..Blast
ShUt_up!

Love Is Enough

2004-08-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

Love is enough: though the World be a-warning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
  Though the sky be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
  And this day draw a veil over all deeds pass'd over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter;
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter
  These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

..::UnDeciDeD::..

2004-08-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

SomeTimes..Lying..is..a..great..way..to..get..past..problems,
lying..may..also..benefit..someone..feelin..great..and..loved.
But..lying..always..ends..up..gettin..sumone..hurt.If..ur..being..lied
by..sumone..and..tt..sumone..makes..u..feel..great..and..comfortable
by..hearing..those..lies,be..sure..tt..u..dont..ever..find..the
truth,dont..ever..search..for..it..even..if..ur..curious,coz
the..truth..may..hurt..u..daMn..bad,real..bad..;)
Lies..,such..a..small..descriptive,but..has..a..lot..of..evil
history.Telling..lies..is..one..way..of..killing..a..person..
indirectly,hurting..him/her..so..bad,tt..person..may..even..end
up..being..psychologically..unfit..on..the..mind,in..short,
a..psycho.WoodBridge..may..be..the..nxt..and..permanent..home
for..the..victims.Be..it..sincerity..and..tell..the..truth,even..if
it..hurts,but..dont..lie..when..it..comes..to..the..terms..of..the..heart.
PlayIng..with..sumone's..heart..maybe..fun,tried..tt..once,coz..of
immaturity,But..always..remember..tt..the..heart..tt..ur..playing..with
is..very..pure..with..sincerity..and..trust..and..love,and..it..isnt..great
to..play..with..tt..pure..heart..and..stab..it..with..a..knife.:)
Lies..is..like..keeping..a..bird..in..its..cage..forever..waiting..for..freedom
from..its..master.
Truth..is..like..letting..an..eagle..soar..in..the..skies,watchin..the..dolphines
dance..beneath..the..seas..and..hearin..nature..with..ease..and..peacefulness.
which..one..is..better?
You..Decide..;)
Just..Dont..Lie.

GottaBlast
ShUT_up!

::..HooBaSTaNk..::

2004-08-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

GoTTa..tell..you..FoLks..at..hoMe,U..guys..just
missed..The..greaTest..Band..Performance..iN..singapore..at.senTosa,
HoObAsTaNk!!!..They..WeRE..so..LoUd..God-daMMiT!..So..FuN,i..went
there..JusT..now..wiTh..Khai..and..Hafiz,Old..time..bro,Contacted..them
YesTerday,since..everyone..im..close..with..is..bz.
We..went..to..sentosa..at..abt..6pm,since..the..Thing..starts..at..7.30pm
the..BeAch..was..Chaos..man,A..Lot..of..Babes..and..HunKs(Including..us:P)
can..be..seen,alThough..we..didnt..have..the..ticket,we..stood..nearby..to..hear
the..band..Rocks,damn,they..are..totally.."Out..Of..control"..
damn..cool,at..first..we..thought..the..Performance..was..gonna..be..at
Pahlawan..beach,but..its..actually..at..silosos'..:P
Theres..thIs..gorgeous..babe,a..malay,who..looked..like..a..eurasion.
she..was..so..Sexy..and..gorgeous,she..made..my..friends..drool..like
hell..HaHa,Yup..she..was..damn..beautiful,But..i..didnt..fall
for..her,coz..I..have..Shasha,I..LoVe...shasha..remember??,Shasha..is
definitely..worth..fighting..for..:D,Talkin..bout..shasha,i..really..
wished..she..could..be..there..with..me..just..now,but..she..said..she
was..bz..with..F&N,*SiGH..This..F&N..teacher..of..hers..really
sucked..man,Why..must..she..conduct..the..practical..test..on..saTurday??
I..really..dont..unDerstanD..why..Old..Folks..like..to..ruin
every..perfect..moment..for..couples..like..us..;)
First..was..my..parents,now..mrs.lai..HaIyOh..(Shit,im..sounding..like..a..singlish)
Btw..lets..get..back..to..my..story,hehe..
Me,hafiz..and..khai..sat..By..the..beach,without..concert..tickets
and..hear..them..rock,so..cool,we..went..kinda..crazy..man,real..damn..crazy..
Uh-huh..and..theres..one..time,4..girls..approach..us,can..u..imagine?
4..girls?..LoL,i..didnt..quite..talk..to..them,Khai..did..and..so..did
Hafiz,one..of..the..girls..named..firdiyana..asked..me..why..im..so..quiet..
Kinda..stupid..question..rite?,who..would..want..to..talk..and..get..along
with..sumone..real..close..if..u..dont..even..know..tt..sumone..
Sheesh,she..really..doesnt..have.."CommoN-senSe"..
These..Gals..Hanged..out..with..us..till..the..concert..ends..and..they
even..went..home..along..with..us,the..2..of..them..stayed..at
Woodlands,one..at..CCK..and..another..at..serangoon
hafiz..stayed..at..woodland..and..khai..stayed..at..sengkang,
near..for..them..to..go..home..but..not..for..me,ive..to..change..trains,
very..tiring..and..worst..still,i..had..to..go..home..with..one..of..the
gals.i..actually..didnt..talk..to..that..gal..b4..and..after..the..concert,
so..we..pratically..ignored..one..another..the..whole..trip,till..we
reach..CCK..and..she..waved,..then..i..waved..back..tts..all.
BTW,the..real..deal..here..is..tt..i..miss..shasha,i..wanna..go..out
with..her,and..i..mean..just..with..her,not..with..her..friends..or
some..guy..who..appear..out..of..nowhere..and..spoiled..my..mood..;)
Then..we..could..really..spent..our..time..together,i..mean
wouldnt..it..be..great?,Just..imagine,a..couple,sunset,beaches,sceneries,
soft..breezes..tt..will..brush..thru..our..hairs..
so..damn..romantic..LoL,hmm..i..think..we..cud..only
do..tt..after..our..N..;)
Talkin..bout..N..levels,ive..had..my..prelims..now
and..damn,it..sucks,*sIgH,after..prelims,we..will..have..our..N
and..after..N,we'll..get..the..resuLts,Very..scary..mate,real..damn
scary,i..swear..upon..myself..tt..i..will..not..fail..my..N-levels.
Anyway..B4..we..get..our..results..,we'll..have..prom..nights..
and..the..best..part..after..N..level..in..that,i..finally
would..get..to..ask..tt..special..question..of..mine,and..it
will..finally..determines..my..Fate.
its..either..to..be,or..not..to..be..;)
Shasha,im..hangin..in..here,waiting..to..ask..u,
tt..special..question..of..mine;)..hehe..
cant..wait..for..tt,and..u..know..wat..else..guys?
if..she..ever..said.."i..love..you"..to..me,im..goin
to..be..the..most..happeist..MuthaFucka..in..this..world..
haha..U..betcha..;)
well..I..GTG,wanna..bath.
This..is..all..i..can..write..for..now
Gotta..Blast
ShuT_Up!!

::..MaTuRiNg..::

2004-08-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

9AUG2004,5.45PM,I..felT..HaPpy..Bcoz..The..plaN..wasNt..canCeLLed..At..last,and
The..most..Impt..thing..is..Tt,i..got..to..Meet..and..see..her..
HaPpiness,As..PeaceFuL..and..cheerfuL..as..it..may..sound,WoUldnt..laSt..for
LonG..;)
FoR..the..firsT..FeW..HouRs,EveryThINg..wenT..perfecTlY..Normal,we..laUghed..and..Joked
ArOund,UnTil,"He"..CaMe..:),Well..It..was..unexpected..thOuGH,"He"..seemed..friendly,
QuIte..harmless,TaLL,GoT..da..Looks,GoTta..TeLL..U..guys,iM..NoThIN..coMpared..to
"Him","He"..can..even..AtTrct..shasha,WeLL..after..all,"He"..was..shasha's..Ex.
"He"..came,"He"..RuLed..and.."He"..conQUeRed..,gotta..respEcT..Him..for..That..:)
It..was..CrUeL..To..My..eyes..when..I..see..them..together,LaughIn..and..JoKin
ArD,I..cud..see..shasha..was..really..HaPpy..when..she..was..WiTh..Him.
Well,Im..the..One..to..blame,If..i..didnt..play..on..our..relationship..lastTime,
she..WoUld..have..treaT..me..Like..how..she..treaTs.."Him"..Now.
LoOkin..at."His"..FaCe,i..cud..tell..Tt..he..stiLLs..LoVe..shasha..and..I..ThInk
Shasha..Do..feel..the..same..way..Too..:)
I..get..JeaLous..when..they're..ReaLLy..close..WiTH..eaCh..other,
i..admIt..im..very..EGOISTIC..and..very..PROTECTIVE,Girls..dont..like
this..kind..of..attitude..wHich..i..consists..of,But..this..is..just..me,
I..tried..everyway..i..cud..to..get..rid..of..this..attItude,But..when..
just..now..event..happened,I..realIsed..tt..this..attd..Was..sTill.in..my
BlOOd..*SIGh..
BuT..when..I..thInk..AbOuT..it,its..actUally..Not..rite..To..fEel..ThIS..way,
I..shUd..be..haPpy..for..shasha..to..have..meet.."HiM",coz..she..was..very..HapPy
When//She..is..wiTh.."Him".
Theres..ThIs..sayIn,"If..U..Love..SUmOne,u..WOuLd..waNt..HeR..to..Be..HaPpy
wiTh..whOever..She..is,alThOugh..if..tt..PersOn..is..NoT..You"..
LoOkin..BacK..at..this..senTeNce..made..me..ReaLiSed..tT..i..sHud..be..haPpy
Just..Now..when..She..was..wiTh..hIm,Coz..she..was..HaPpY.:)
Well..U..caNt..FoRce..Love,Its..NoT..right,Wats..The..PoInt..of..haVing..to..be..wiTh
SuMone..when..ThaT..suMonE..LOves..the..other..party..and..not..you..;)
WhEn..i..got..To..cck..LRT,i..PuRpOsely..walK..slOwLy..to..Miss..The..lRT
Tt..was..headiNg..to..senja,i..wanted..To..Take..on..the..same..LRT
tt..she..was..in..to..make..sure..she..reached..Home..safELy,well..I..guess
She..did,I..doNt..knOW..WaTs..wiTh..me,Pple..miGht..think..im..crazY,
coz..i..wud..still..go..after..a..Girl..who..are..Not..sure..of..her
feelings..for..me,well..to..me..the..game..aint..quite..over
until..its..over,im..gonna..wait..till..afta..N,and..then..let
the..jury..and..fate..decides,AlThOugh..chances..are..slim,theres..always
HoPe,NvR..give..Up,i..Might..Lose,BuT..not..by..givin..up!
I..Love..HeR..But..iM..takIn..it..slOw,End..of..N-LEVeL,She's..Gonna..choose
BeTw...me..and.."Him"..and..whatever..her..decision..is,I..will..still..be..Lovin..her
and..feelin..happy..for..her..coz..i..know..she..will..be..happy..wiTh..tt
PersOn..
TiLL..Then,Gonna..Blast
SHuT_Up!

::.ThIngs_ThaT_HuRts.::

2004-08-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

(1)SeeinG..Ur..cRush..wiTh..Other..Guys.
(2)When..ur..CRush..iGnored..U..totaLLy.
(3)When..ur..crusH..Leaves..u..alone..to..be.wiTh..sumone..else.
(4)To..feel..ReJected.
(5)To..Know..Tt..Ur..crush..DoNt..Love..you.
(6)To..KNoW..Tt..She's..PlaYiNg..wiTh..ur..heaRt.
(7)To..KnOw..the..HuRtful..truTh.
(8)To..feel..tt..ur..crush..hates..You.
(9)To..feel..Tt..ur..CrUsh..didnt..even..noticed..ur..presence.
(10)To..feel..tt..she's..beiNg..DisGusted..By..ur..acTiOns.

(ReaLiTy)
When you're far away
Yet You're so near
Sent down to me from God above
But you know all this
You know I'm sincere
But please tell me why love hurts so much ?

::..MiSsIn_SuMone..:::

2004-08-09T11:27:00.000+08:00

9AuG2004,A..BiG..Day..For..siNgApore..Since..It..gaiNed..its..Independance..FrOm..
The..BrItish,Anyway..ToDay,Some..Of..my..Classmates..were..PlaNNin..to..WaTch
The..FiReWoRks..At..EsPLanade,BuT..hasnt..been..ConFiRmed..till..NoW..
*SiGh,I..wish..It..was..confirmed..EaRlier..coz..ShAsha..Is..GoIn..Too,DaMn,I..miss
her..Man!,Its..been..2..days..i..guess,since..ive..chatted..with..her,I..was..OnLine
YeStErday..till..12.30..to..waiT..For..HeR,But..still..no..sign..of..HeR..Presence,
Im..still..waiTiN..for..her..to..Be..OnlIne..nOw..,WeLL..i..HoPe..tt..ToDay's..PlannIn
isnT..GoIn..to..Be..CanCeLLed..coz..I..reaLLy..wanna..MeEt..HeR,I..guess..U..guys..Knows
Wat..iT..FeeLs..lIke..to..Miss..SUmOne..badLy..aiGht?..:)

Btw,YesTerDay,i..went..To..PeNiN..wiTh..Wan..And..NaDhIr,HaD..Loads..oF..FuN,wE..were
DaMn..CrazY,We..actEd..LiKe..a..BuNcH..of..PrimAry..SKoOL..Studnets,LoLx,We..went..to
SuNtEC..after..we..bOuGht..oUr..thIngs..At..penIn.At..suNtEc,Theres..ThIs..FoUnTAIn
of..weaLtH..ThInGY,It..was..SO..HuMoUnGOus,sOme..pple..Went..aRd..It..to..FeEl..the
Water,i..doNt..Know..whY..tHeY..DId..tt,HmM,MAyBe..They're.."JaKon"..Or..SUmThIn,
aNYway..We..got..HoMe..aRd..9pm,I..was..ExPectIng..the..decision..when..i..got..
Home,BuT,theres..NuThiNg..on..my..email..,WoNdEr..whY..they..TaKe..A..LOng..time
To..makE..a..decisioN,Haizz..
So..I..GuEss,pRoBaBly..Today's..PlaN..is..cancelled,siNce..No-One..told..me
anyThIn..BuT..tHeRes..stIll..HoPe..;)
I..wanna..meet..HeR..BaDlY...man,..arGh!..DaMn..
If..OnLy..MY..PhOne..was..werkIng,Haizz..
TiLL..TheN,gONNA..bLAst..
LoVe..you..ShasHa..:P
ShUT_Up

:::..Shasha..::::

2004-08-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

ReasOns Why Im Crazy For Her:
(1)She..is..a..Hard-to-get..kinda..girl.
(2)She..is..so..cute.
(3)She..is..so..sweet.
(4)She..is..very..Loving.
(5)She..is..also..caring.
(6)She..stands..out..from..all..the..girls..ive..dated..before.
(7)she..has..beautiful..eyes.
(8)she..is..damn..Beautiful.
(9)She..has..Bright..Natural..Hazelish..Hair.
(10)She..is..always..cheerful.
(11)i..love..the..way..she..smiles.
(12)i..love..the..way..she..looks..at..me.
(13)i..love..the..way..she..talks.
(14)i..love..the..way..she..walks.
(15)i..love..the..way..she..kisses.
(16)i..love..the..way..she..makes..me..smile..when..im..upset.
(17)i..love..the..fact..that..when..i..close..my..eyes,ill..always..see..her.
(18)i..love..it..when..her..name..keeps..running..in..my..head.
(19)i..love..the..fact..tt..i..keep..thinking..about..her..most..of..the..time.
(20)i..love..the..way..her..hand..fits..mine.
(21)i..love..the..way..my..heart..beats..when..she..is..close..to..me.
(22)I..love..the..sweet..scent..of..her..hair.
(23)i..love..the..fact..tt..i..go..to..skool..evry..day..just..to..see..her.
(24)i..love..it..when..i'll..get..jealous..if..i..see..her..close..with..other..guys.:P
(25)i..love..her..fair..smooth..skin.
(26)Lastly,i..love..the..fact..tt..im..crazy..for..her..and..no-one..else..;)

When you’re in love,Good things can be found,Even when others can’t see them.
(ReLatiOnship_Facts)
A relationship is like a rose,
How long it lasts, no one knows;
Love can erase an awful past,
Love can be yours, you'll see at last;
To feel that love, it makes you sigh,
To have it leave, you'd rather die;
You hope you've found that special rose,
Cause you love and care for the one you chose.

I Love You

2004-08-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

Pls Forgive Me Shasha..
I Love You And I Dont wanna Lose YoU
Not Ever..Shasha,im Crazy Abt YoU!!

::..BaD_MisTakE..:::

2004-08-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

Just..gOt..home..from..NigHt..stUdy..Just..now,Was..very..HappY..That.."ShE"..Came,Spent..some
time..with..her..there..at..the..gym,But..i..still..miss..her..coz...I..didnt..get..a..chance
to..go..home..with..Her,My..DaMn..PaRents,OuT..Of..N0where,Came..Down..to..FetCh..me..Home,
Wat..nice..timing..they..maDe..just..to..spoilt..my..DaTe..wiTh..her,So..DaMn..fucked..up..man,
I..tried..to..aRgUe..witH..them..BuT..iT..was..Just..No..use,TheY..still..ForcEd..Me..to..get
In..The..caR..and..they..ask..Me..to..BrIng..waN..alOnG,I..Was..really..DaMn..Fed-Up..Man,
I..had..planned..to..SeNt..her..home..and..spent..more..time..with..her..when..on..the..way
Home,But..my..Planned..waS..RuINed..by..my..damn..PaRENts,I..ReaLLy..wanna..go..Back..with..her,
While..in..the..car,I..had..a..debate..with..my..Parents..in..fronT..of..Wan,But..My..mum
just..seemed..UnBeatable,Maybe..she..was..in..the..debate..team?,Well..i..hope..not,anYway
I..got..To..conVince..them..To..Fetch..her..from..the..Bus-stOp,But..when.i..got..to..The
Bus-StOp,she..wasnt..there,Saw..LYdia..On..the..way..and..Asked..her..where..Shasha..was,
Unfortunately..Lydia..told..me..Shasha..had..alReaDy..got..On..the..Bus.
ImagIne..how..Angry..i..was..with..my..pAreNts..after..that.*SiGh
Then..i..asked..them..to..drive..to..the..senja..Bus-StOp,To..LOok..for..Shasha..again,saw
ZUL,But..i..did..not..see..Her,I..was..so..upset..with..my..parents,They..Are..the..cause
For..spOiLing..mY..Mood,I..miss..her..damn..a..lot..now,My..Parents..sucks.
If..OnLy..she..knew..i..didnt..meant..to..leave..her..all..alone..to..take..the..bus..home,I..
hope..she..UnderStand,
i..Wudnt..waNt..her..to..be..AnGry..with..Me,Shasha,If..U..are..readIng..ThIs,Pls..Know..tt
I..am..reallY..SOrrY,i..wisH..my..parents..wasnt..there..Just..now,They..came..in..a..wrong
Timing,I..Really..am..sorry,Pls..dont..MisundersTand..me.
I..Love..YoU..Shasha,pLs..Forgive..me,Ill..make..it..up..to..you..in..any..ways..u..want..me..to.
Im..sorry..and..i..Love..yOu..

::..MoNDaY_Blues...:::

2004-08-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

GoTTa..TeLL..U..guYs..How..HorriBle..Today..has..BeeN..For..me,It..suCks..to..the..CoRe..Man,
EaRly..in..the..MorNing,it..was..RaiNing..Damn..HeaviLy,Then..worsT..Still,i..had..to..Chase
The..Bus..whIch..camE..Unexpectedly..faSter..thN..me,and..what..could..be..worst?,My..PaNts..
got..WeT..DuriNg..the..Chase,LuckIly..it..was..RaIng,if..it..hadnt..rain,or..the..rain..just
stopped..like..tt,Pple..woUld..thiNk..tt..i..wet..my..Pants,WoUldnt..want..to..be..tt..
embarrassed,LoL,Anyway..Nadhir..was..sick..today,aww,Wonder..how..he..is..Now,it..was..said..tt
he..Had..Dierrehoea(Is..The..spelling..correct?Hope..so:P,).Well..I..hope..he..had..enuff..of
shitting..for..a..day..;)
Anyway..in..class..just..now,Miss..Lee..Spotted..my.."ChiCken_BackSide"..Hair..during..maths,
she..told..me..to..wash..it..down,i..had..no..other..choice..but..to..do..as..told,Gotta
show..them..tt..im..a..good..boy..now..;)
Like..i..said,Today..wasnt..my..day,i..did..not..get..a,..chance..to..talk..to.."HeR"..and..
to..be..close..to..her..bcoz,Reason..Number..one:I..was..so..far..away..from..her,
Reason..no.2:She..harDly..noticed..my..presence
Reason..No.3:Im..not..myself..today..,well..gotta..tell..the..truth,i..miss..her..so..damn
Much!!,ArGHH..If..OnLy...*SiGh..
I..tot..tt..she..would..come..to..the..nite..study..thingy,but..she..did..not,HmM,nvm,Theres
always..another..day,its..not..tt..she..will..be..gone..Forever..just..like..tt,If..she
really..would..be..gone..forever..just..like..tt,i..would..drive..myself..crazy..thinkin
of..her(HmM..sounds..familiar,Nsync?:P)..
Btw..i..took..my..Mock..exams..english..paper..1,Hope..to..pass..it..well,i..really..did..
a..compo..about..my..family,i..hope..tt..old..virgin(MissTeo)..would..grade..it
leniently..:)Syazwan..was..mad..just..now..bcoz..of..Mdm..sarah,and..i..wouldnt..blame
syazwan..if..he..was..mad..at..mdm..sarah,Nowadays,she..just..seemed..to..be..a..B**Tch,(Lewd)
Anyway..Class..today..wasnt..tt..bad,Had..Fun..with..Lydia..and..Shi2,Joked..and..laugh
(As..usual),and..today..shIkin..acted..kinda..Crazy,Hmm..wonder..wats..with..her,wateva..it
is,i..hope..she..wont..be..the..nxt..Ms.Teo..;)
35..more..days..to..N,wish..me..luck
Gonna..Shift..my..eyes..away..from..the..screen..now
Later..

ShUt_Up!

::..:::QuoTeS:::..::

2004-08-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart.
From every human being there rises a light that reaches straight to heaven. And when two souls that are destined to be together find each other, their streams of light flow together, and a single brighter light goes forth from their united being.
Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself.
The heart is the place where we live our passions. It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient. There is no point in trying to deceive the heart. It depends upon our honesty for its survival.
There is only one happiness in life: to love and be loved.
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
Love does not consist in gazing at each other
but in looking together in the same direction.
You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the
world.
These Quotes Each Have A Very Precious Meaning,Please Spent Some time Lookin at it,These quotes will run in your.mind When You Are Deeply In Love..:)
Till Then,
See ya
ShuT_Up

•=+=[MoRninG]=+=•

2004-08-01T10:03:00.000+08:00

JusT..ROse..From..ThE..DeaD,Body..In..sucH..paIn,Feeling..DaMn..FreeziNg..COLD,The..aTmospHere
NowadAys..are..either..Freezing..or..Humid,STrange?..i..thOugHt..so..too;)
Checked..My..Friendster,Got..a..Msg..FrOm..her,and..iT..says."Yah_Yah,Wadever.u.say,later.den!",
WeLL..tts..CoOL,I..guess,It..seems..like..she..dosent..believe..what..i..say,hmm..Maybe..all..the
stuff..i..wrote..abt..her,she..may..think..tt..its..all..crap,well..i..dunno,its..up..to..her
to..believe..i..guess.,all..i..know..is..tt,those..things..came..right..from..my..heart,no..
elsewhere,not.from..the..legs,hands..or..any..other..bodyparts,just..from..the..heart.

Anyway,My..dad..got..me..a..new..Jersey,CoOl..rite?,Its..an..ADIDAS_CLIMA_COOL..training..jersey,
its..usually..suitable..for..playin..Touch..rugby..and..sevens,maybe..sevens,coz..the..quality
is..not..durable(EasilyTorn).Im..gonna..use..it..for..my..nxt..rugby..trainin..at..skool,gonna
show..everyone..this..new..jersey..of..mine,let..them..drool(hahaha)..:P.

Still..havent..finish..my..ArT,got..a..couple..more..things..to..do,*SiGh*..i..wish..N-Level
wasnt..this..difficult,hmm..but..wat..to..do,its..all..part..of..life,life..aint..easy,full
of..challenges.

Cant..wait..for..skool..tommorow,miss..those..faces,especially..shashas',GOnna..stare..at..her..
the..whole..day..tommorow,haha..im..just..being..PsyChoTic,ShiT!!,TaLking..AboUt..skool,i.almost
forgot..abT..My..MT..homework,composition,arghH..Gotta..do..it..tonIgHT,Hmm..i..wonder..if
tts..all?..Maybe..so,i..dont..care..anyway..

I..think..im..done..for..noW,Continue..later..on,
wanna..watch..AsTro..and..the..One..piece..and..then..Jackie..and..then..jimmy..;)
So..Long..AstRoria

ShuT_Up!!

Dreaming Of A Love

2004-08-01T09:57:00.000+08:00

Maybe it`s your dazzling eyes of glow
Or the way your words open my heart
But I couldn`t imagine my life without you
Even with the distance that keeps us apart

I can only imagine being in your arms at night
Gazing at your smile that could light up any room
To kiss you and say everything will be alright
I would name the brightest star after you

You make my heart melt at the very suggestion
That we could be together some day
To walk with you in the moon and the sun
You never suspected you made me feel this way

I dream of your heavenly voice that sings
Of our love that is truly inspired
By what a perfect love could bring
You have set my heart on fire

I love you like the dolphins love the sea
You have rocked my lonely world
Do you know what you do to me?
My heaven sent beautiful girl

::..oLd_BLooD_Bros..::

2004-07-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

GoT..To..chat..WiTh..My..Old..BrO..jusT..Now,He..seems..to..Be..ReaLLy..achIeving..His..dreams.
Well..I..wish..Him..All..the..best..;),This..BrO..of..Mine,Who..has..BeEn..My..FreN..for..aBt..8
Yrs..has..lost..contact..with..me..for..abOuT..4..Yrs,and..wiThIn..4..yrs,Great..changes..did
OcCur..He..has..Became..TaLL,ReaL..Tall..Man,Gotta..say..abt..erm..1.85mts..Tall,SupRise..ay?
Hhaha,Guess..wat,FrOm..a..relIgIouS..PersoN,This..bro..Of..Mine..has..Changed..into..a..HaRd..
Metal..Rocker,He's..a..HardCoRe..gutarists..and..had..been..jamming..on..the..streets..of..
Uptown,get..it?,Esplanade,Gigs..all..tt..sorta..place,Cudnt..believe..Him..at..first..but.
He..sent..me..some..of..his..pHoTos..while..he..was..performin,kiNda..CoOl..u..know,FrOm..aN..
ImaM..He..evolved..and..BeCame..The..next..KuRt_CoBaIn(NirVana)..
Well..Pple..Changed..Man,Ive..changed,Perhaps..i..did..a..great..change,Try..Imagining..me..
Being..Mr.Loh..Jr,haha..Tts..rite..dude,i..was..real..Fat..last..time,Damn..Fat..haha..But..Now
LooK..At..me,Ive..becoMe..a..LampPost..;)..In..terms..of..personAlity,Maybe..I..did..Change,when
i..got..To..3a2..lAst..yr,I..gotta..tell..u..guys,I..was..a..real..FliRt..and..a..pervert,YuP
A..god-damn-DisGustIng..Pervert,and..i..was..A..LoosE..soN-Of-a-GuN,i..was..a..BoY..whOse..mind
was..always..thinking..abt..fighting,i..was..a..guy..who..love..to..think..tt..fighting..was
great..and..pple..respect..u..if..u..win,well..tt..is..totally..immature.Almost..got..into..
trouble..everytime..last..yr..**SiGh**
ImagIne..How..Much..i..cuD..achIeve..lAst..Yr..if..i..hadnT..been..Like..tt,This..yr..ive..totally
ChanGed..for..the..BeTter,i..got..good..frens,Who..cares..for..me,who..are..always..by..my..side
true..frens,Not..the..type..who..needs..u..when..they..need..you..and..run..if..they..dont..need
YoU..:),Tts..Y,they..say..LiFE..is..a..game..of..chOice,ChOose..To..win,and..I..did..chose..a..
Path..which..leads..to..victory,Got..better..frens,True..BrOs..and..HopefuLLy..in..the..Future
i..cud..GeT..Tt.."GAL"..I..desiRe..Most..:)...
Gotta..Go..Now
.ShUT_Up!!

RouTine

2004-07-31T15:59:00.000+08:00

WeLL,im..BacK,Its..3.56pm..now,so..i..guess,while..waiTing..for.."HiNduStaN"..To..start,I..CoUld..
TyPe..suMthIng..here..HmM,My..Blog..is..too..plain,AnYoNe..got..aNy..Idea..how..i..could..improve
my..BlOg?I..reaLLy..NeEd..HeLp..On..My..blOg,im..Just..getting..Hold..of..tHis..new..Bloggy..of
Mine..SiGh..Anyway,it..seems..like..only..a..few..pple..has..been..here,So..far..ive...only..got.
1..comment..and..its..from..sHi2,Better..thn..nuthing..i..guess,HmM,Just..checked..my..friendster
and..ive..got..a..new..testi..from..her..too,Btw..thanks..shahila..for..the..comment..and..testi
Really..appreciate..it..;),She's..a..great..fren..u..know.:D..And..erm,so..far..ive..got..unknown
strangers..adding..me..as..their..friends..in..friendster..and..ive..got..a..msg..from..mY..cRush
wow,Tts..sumthing..new,i..would..just..feel..happy..and..excited..if..i..receive..any..msges..from
her..;),At..least..i..would..still..know..tt..she..Cares..for..me,Hmm..well..i..hope..so..:)

ShIt!!,HindusTan..has..already..started,Ill..post..something..later..at..Night..:)

ShUt_Up

Love

2004-07-31T10:32:00.000+08:00

Again..its..rainIng,im..damn..cold..rite..here,imagine..the..fan+Aircon+The..atmosphere,just..how
cold..can..i..get?,*YaWning*..She..keeps..on..Running..On..my..Mind,Everyday,Everynight..Eveytime
including..Now,I..hope..she..kNows..How..much..i..really..Love..her,Its..just..one..day..off..from
skool,and..i..have..already..missed..her,haha..How..patheTic..can..i..get?Her..Tender..liPs..is
SoO..Tender..tt..Evrytime..when..im..wiTh..her,i..would..grab..every..opportunity..to..Kiss..her,
soUnds..Kinda..desPerate..ayte?..;)Her..Face,so..sweet..and..beautiful,she..have..the..kinda..face
every..Angel..couLd..have,tt..makes..me..wanna..look..at..her..evrytime,her..skIn,so..smooth,like
a..Doves'..feather,Makes..me..wanna..Stay..close..to..her..everytime..she's..by..my..side,her..light
Hazelish..hair,So..Bright,So..long..Has..a..Scent..so..Nice..tt..tempts..me..to..be..by..her..side
evrytime..,One..day,i..woUld..go..up..to..her,with..every..courage..of..mine,and..say.."Shasha,i..
Love..you,Could..you..be..my..girlfriend?"..Till..then..i..just..have..to..wait,must..concentrate..
oN..my..N-level..first..:)

Its..all..about..Love..isnt..it?..Being..in..love..is..BeaUtiful,But..it..have..its..thorns,tt..will
hurt..you..Sometimes..:),Rose..is..a..good..example..of..LoVe,Make..sUre..tt..Red..rose..of..urs
dosent..Turn..Black..and..its..thorns..longer..and..sharPer..:D

Gotta..Go..Now
ShUt_Up!

SisTa

2004-07-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

AYtE,Its..laTe..aT..Night,and..I..Just..caNt..sHut..My..eYes..up..coz..SoMeThIng..is..reaLLy..
]BotheriNg..me,Hard..to..saY..its..InsoMniac,tHe..reaL..DeaL..here..is..About..Love,cant..imagine
me..faLLin..in..Love..when..its..Near..ExaminatIons,(N-LeVeL),Well..hope..LoVE..doNt..get..in..my
Way..of..stUdYiNg..:)Im..cHattin..wiTh..Nadia..Now,and..How..graTeful..i..am..to..have..a..friend,
well..actually..a..sisTa..wHo..Can..be..there..when..i..need..SuMoNe,well..i..feel..kinda.."Okay"
When..i..got..to..tell..her..wats..my..prob,If..not..i..cant..sleep,and..she..Gave..me..AdViSES,
Well..its..KinDa..TrUe..in..what..she..sayS,And..it..hUrTS..to..KnOW..the..TRuTh,evEr..hEard..the
SonG.."I..DonT..waNNa..KnOw"?..froM..MaRiO?,mY..PrObLeM..IS..sOrTa..LIkE..tt,Not..exactly,But..sort
off..;)..

My..eyes..are..KiLLing..me..ayTe..NoW,Damn,wish..i..could..Have..wrote..MorE,Maybe..ill..conTinue
TOmmOroW,Well..Im..off..to..BeD.

SHuT_Up